gibberish

i feel rotten.

like a fruit gone bad. like all the horrible feelings ur capable of feeling.

people change. and i know theres no way out of that. but i dont know just how bad the change can be. and i dont know if im ready to deal with all this now.

i know im probably just being silly. that its nothing. NOTHING. theres nothing i should worry about. but i worry anyway.

i cant help but feel the way i do. its stupid to totally ignore ur instinct.

so where does that leave me?

i dont know what is it that im worried about. i do know theres something you can say to stop it, but you're not saying it. and that i am terribly worried. im scared im going to blow up keeping all this in.