a tribute to someone

little by little
your face is fading away from my dreams

little by little
i no longer feel that you need me
and i, you

little by little
i feel less wanted
less yearned for

little by little
i learn to let go

and;

little by little
i stopped being in love
i didnt stop loving you
just, being in love

because to be in love
you need the other person to be there as well

Fithri Natasha
16 April 09
1746

hey! kau tak tahu ke?

facebook dan blog tu, syurga stalker.
yes, letak la gambar kau banyak banyak.
yang pakai bikini, yang pakai mini skirt.

lepas tu, tak payah la set page kau jadi private ye?

senang sikit orang nak copy paste gambar masuk pc mereka.
lepas tu boleh mereka buat bahan 'masa gembira'.

alah, paling paling pun, mereka letak gambar kau dekat page lain, kutuk kutuk, panggil kau 'jalang' dan lepas tu tambah dengan beberapa hadis.

standard la tu kan.

(ini peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga. sebagai stalker dan mangsa stalker.)

err

kau
umpama
selimut
.

kau peluk tubuh
kau belai kulit
.

selesa
.

nyenyak aku dalam dakapan
selamat, untuk malam ini
esok, belum tahu lagi
...

good times with good company

main padang rocks my socks

to the highest bidder! jjeah!

report FYP tak siap lagi, sibuk stalk blog orang. ini la hasilnya.

Saya sedang kagum.
I just read a particular post on Hanis Zalikha's page.

Im amazed because she went ahead and wrote a blog about him despite knowing the fact that he reads her blog.

Kalau saya, mesti teragak agak nak gush. Malu la konon nya (oh yes, saya reti malu!)

But then again, saya tak hot macam Hanis Zalikha.

XD

ish ish ish

Im sure stories like these are the opposite of unheard of. (why is it that aku suka cakap berbelit belit. hish. cakap je la cerita ni common kan? :D) Anyyyywaaay.

Lets call this girl Senah (not even close to nama sebenar). She found out that her boyfriend slept with another girl in their circle of friends. So what she did was tag a picture that has her in it and wrote the caption as 'this is the bitch that slept with my boyfriend'. Tagged it as 'Jalang' and tagged all her friends on Facebook (me, included) to that same picture so everyone will view and comment on it.

The comments that i read was painfully harsh. Among common words found repeated was 'HIV', 'syphillis', 'whore', 'pantang nampak batang' and well, you get the gist. heheh.

And id have to admit that i have also stooped to such level. Though saya tak buat kat Facebook la, saya buat kat blog aje(kalau rajin pergi la older posts, cari). And mine didnt involve anyone sleeping with my boyfriend.But still. I found the satisfaction in making it known to others what i really think about her. *tengah confuse nak buat evil grin or not*

But think about it. Can you picture a guy doing the exact same thing?
Post a picture with a caption that says 'this is the asshole that slept with my girlfriend'.
Macam bangang je.
hahahaha.

So does that mean that girls are just more vile than guys? Or what? What does that mean?

p/s : though i think in a guy's case he'd just whack the motherfucker up separuh mati rather than fretting about it on the net.

siapa boleh explain, dia hebat.

1. Why is it that the pizza delivery boy is more likely to reach your front door faster as compared to an ambulance?
2. Why should there be a handicap parking space everywhere including skating rinks? (gila insensitive wey)
3. Why do drugstores make the sick people walk all the way to the back to get their prescripted meds while the healthy and fat people can buy gums and candies at the front?
4. Why would people order double cheese burgers, large fries and a diet Coke?
5. Why do they call it a-part-ments when its all attached together in a clump?
6. Why do people leave their cars that are worth thousands in the driveway and keep all their junk in the garage?
7. Why do they have Braille lettering on drive thru ATMs?
   

in the spirit of wedding bells and friends getting married

• In the kitchen, has she ever referred to the oven as 'that square thingy'?
• Does she use the phrase 'you know' more than three times per sentence?
• Does her credit card statement include a monthly payment to a plastic surgeon?
• Have you noticed her name tattoed on 3 or more local bikers?
• Have you noticed 3 or more local bikers' name tattoed on her?
• Does she regularly compare your love-making capabilities with that of her exes?
• Has she ever used the word poo-poo?
• If forced to use it at all, does she choose to spell the word 'sex'?
• Does her resume include a two-year stint at the nearby brothel?

If you have answered yes to at least three of the statements above concerning your girlfriend, perhaps you should have another think coming before you blurt out your proposal.

pelupa poppadom!

i cant remember where i left my Ipod.
shit sonn.

p/s: i dreamt that my perut buncit refused to go away. and then suddenly a dead foetus popped out of me, and the buncit disappeared immediately. i think that's sign from God that i should ikut Ina jogging this petang.

capisce?

1. im that girl who comes up with a good comeback after the bitch has left.

2. i have to say something even when there is nothing to say.

3. for instance, now.

aku loser sial dulu.

i was a sucker for the movie Ada Apa Dengan Cinta.
From the dialogue, to the story line, the usual lari2 jerit nama at the airport kiss scene, down to the delicious curls of Nicolas Saputra.

I used to have:

1) a massive poster the size of a door pasted on the wall smack in the middle of my room. it comes with both dian and nicholas' signature in a silver marker pen. Eff. That was my prized possession back then. wahaha.


2) 1 Original VCD - with Malay subtitle, minus the kissing scene
3) 2 Pirated VCDs - without subtitle, with kissing scene
4) 1 Original Soundtrack CD
5) 1 Karaoke CD
6) AADC CD Case which is made out of jelly like mercury liquid thingy in a plastic case. im bad with description and its not as if you guys give a rat's ass pun what my cd case looked like kan. hahah.
7) A scrapbook filled with newspaper cuttings and autographed pics of the cast.

Ok. dah rasa beyond pathetic. so im gonna stop now.

My point being, i wanna go tinggal in Jakarta for a year or two after graduation just to end the obsession.

Siapa nak ikut? I promise we wont go stay at Ritz Carlton or JW Marriot and risk kena bomb.

me and one liners. pfft.

attraction never really fades away

what is real and what is not?
how can you tell whether something is just an illusion or is it as solid as you yourself.

shit. di bawah pengaruh, saya telah menjadi philosphical.

high

as a kite

untitled

avenge the crippled
straighten the crinkled

beckon the light
and finish the fight

for what it is im doing
may seem like a breeze
but its tearing me apart
like the winter freeze

yes it hurts oh so much
to bottle my feeling
but ill hide far from you
to conceal the weeping