truffles

"I think you do love me..or you could love me..
But you're just too stubborn and scared to admit it
because the last time you really gave your heart to someone,
it got broken"

-jullian, one tree hill

the day i knew that i have to pay my summons

upon entering the gate of UTP, the uptight guards (yes, the ones wearing the masks nak prevent H1N1) will ask for your matric cards to ensure that you are indeed a UTP student (and not some random probable pembawa H1N1 from UITM nearby).

Today, as i drove by, and knowing that the mysterious guard behind the mask is gonna be annoying and ask us to produce our cards, i slowed down and fumbled with my purse.

He torched the windshield, checking for my nonexistant UTP car sticker (i havent had a sticker for the past 2 years and a half or so, hence resulting in my RM1020 summon total).

Mysterious Guard looked at me while i was still struggling to take my matrix card out from my purse and said "Hey Natasha, Natasha, dari dulu sticker awak tak buat buat jugak lagi..."

*congratulating self*

Tahniah la Sha. You are now on first name basis with the guards. I dont even frigging know how he came to know my name. over 5000 UTPians and about half of them has summon issues (this is a made up statistics) and its my name he remembers.

Must be due to that guard i ran over a few sems back. ;P

tiada title

float in the bittersweet
bye bye butterfly

writing down random things are just the best innit?
*giggles*

point to ponder

a bus station is where a bus stops
a train station is where a train stops
on my desk, i have a workstation...

:)

Oh Father, Oh Father, I have come to confess
I have just left a girl in a terrible mess
Her blouse is all tattered, her tits are all bare
There's a lump in her belly that shouldnt be there

Oh son, Oh son, with you i invex
When i was your age, i used a durex
Oh Father, Oh Father, dont be unjust
I used one too, but the fucking thing bust!

seronok nya pergi class! :D

try and guess whether or not im being sarcastic!
XD

what does that make me?

the only difference between the saint and the sinner is that

every saint has a past

and

every sinner has a future

di dalam plane air asia

Dear passengers,
please fasten your seat belt and stay in that po-shee-shun (read: position) until we take off.
Ensure that your electronic de-vai-shes (read : devices) has been turned off.
Stay still in you shit (read : seat) until we tell you that it is okay for you to get your lazy bum up from the oh-so-sempit shit (read again : seat).

Oh, stewardess Air Asia.

*shakes head*


i kid you not.

merengek. tak payah baca kalau malas.

bongok siot.

internet utp is usually slow mcm escargot. no, bukan macam siput babi. slower than that. cooked siput babi that is ready to be devoured by Frenchmen who ironically are too disgusted by the thought of eating shrimp paste and salted fish (Nico Arnaud Sebby Helene : no offence heheh).

But today, the day that im all excited nak post gambar Bandung and Jakarta, the internet is fast (oh, dont cheer just yet!) but unfortunately, i left my power cord at home so i cant fix my pc up until i get a new one at home.

and my pics are in a CD. im using Noin's laptop. and kelakar, Noin's laptop takde CD drive. gugugu.

im just ranting pointlessly. abaikan.

im back. or am i?

ive been isolated for weeks now

(hint. checkout the date of the last post)

too many things to blog about.

i hope i will get my lazy ass to start working and (for once) fill the page with updates.

tgk la nanti uhh.

i just got back from indonesia btw.

escaped the bombing massacre.

alhamdulillah.

will get around to tht nanti.

til then,

love love.

its annoying when ur viewing Arsenal's homepage and there's an MU advert popping up. potong dowh.

so far, it looks like Wenger wont be carting in as many players.
is that in the plan, or tak cukup duit, or the offer that he's putting in is simply not that attractive?
yang mana? yang mana?

all ive seen are contract extensions and the gunners telling the world, that no, theyre not going anywhere, theyre staying kat Arsenal.

Ho hum.

Im still trying to figure out what Arsene has hidden under his sleeves. It has better be something good.

Im tired of looking like the idiotic semangat lebih girl in the jersey at the end of the game. Kamaaan. Next season, i wont have to wake up at 8am to go to work. So i can sit still at the mamak and watch the game. Dont disappoint me.

(macam la Wenger baca blog ni kan? :P)

i read my secret on Postsecret today.

stuck in reverse

it is easy when its done traditionally.
well, maybe not easy per se, but definitely easier in comparison.
to what, you might ask?

well, id have to say its easier than doing it the supposed modern way.
halt!
it shouldnt even be considered modern.
no no no.

id have to say its so much more complicated when its done in reverse.

you no longer know what to say, what to do and how to act.
and theres no telling what to expect either.

so what do i do now?
cuz i cant take it back.
no, no, i cant.

id like to get the chance to do it the conventional way.
but its a little too late now, the realization.

we started at the finish line, and now i dont know where to head for the race.
do i go towards the starting line, or do i stay put.
and if i stay put, what is there for me to do?
wait til everyone finishes the race? but there shouldnt be anyone else in the race but me.
or at least thats how id like it to be.

im not making any sense, not even to myself.
so, as i always warn you when im not making any sense, dont even try to understand this post.
hahah.

unless, of course, you are my colleagues or housemates whom i complain about this very problem each and every day, without fail. (i love u guys!)

kempen mari membaca

i bought more books.
not that im done cracking the 42 books i have at home.
the sale was insane, i couldnt resist.

first thing i looked for, ben elton's book.
i loved 3 out of 4 that i read before.
his cynicism, sarcasm and dark humour didnt go amiss.
and his metaphore for everything under the sun, dead on, im telling you.

(i mean, ive heard of people describing ugly babies as monkeys and prunes before, but old man's scrotum? thats a piece of genius man! i think ive mentioned this before. but i dont care. i think elton is hilarious)

i actually bought four more but i couldnt be bothered to google the frontpage. hehehe.
was actually trying to find some palahniuk but they were out of stock.
big bummer.
but at 5 for paperback and 10 for hardcover, i could hardly complain.

im thinking of going again tomorrow.
anyone who wants to come, ur more than welcomed to join me.
:)

aisha, i know you want to. *winks*

of being unhappy

for once, i have gone ahead and did something that even i couldnt get myself out from.
yeah, it sucks i know.

and yeah, its my fault, i know.
but oh heck. it was a rut. i dont like being in ruts.
and so now im out.

;)