mommy mommy

i never thought i'd say this tapi here goes,
I cannot tengok my Mom's Facebook profile sebab dia dah private kan! Ish! Nak rindu comel comel pun tak blh. Haih.

I missed my mom today, simply out of the blue, really. And i didnt have that many pics of her. so i thot i'd stalk her Facebook page and look at her pics there. Tapi dia dah pandai main private. Hmph.

Serves me right for making the whole 'Facebook is for friends ma. I can talk to you guys at home. Guna je la ur FB to ckp with ur friends. Dont mix family and friends. Not a pretty business, that one' speech to her.

bottom point is, jangan eksyen eksyen.
:P

After A While

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul.
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.

And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises

and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman,
not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.

After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...



Veronica A. Shoffstal

rasa macam nak buat questionnaire. siapa nak tanya soalan sensitive, shoot sekarang!

Tagged by The Other Purple Butterfly ;)

1) Where is your cell phone?
somewhere on the window ledge. attention people, the reception in my room sucks. so chances are, even though im on the verge of dying, i wouldnt be able to call anyone. jadi, kalau saya mati, anda dipersilakan saman UTP. duit tu share share ok? :D

2) Relationship?
Pah! here, today. gone, tomorrow. when its there, its pretty much the best. but hey, you cant always have things your way kan? :(

3) Your hair?
is NOT SHORT ANYMORE! Whooooooppp! heheh.

4) Work?
I dont work. School sucks. Working sucks even more. The money is yum yum tho. Sigh, macam mana nak kaya without working uhh? (nak berangan rompak bank kejap, please dont kacau)

5) Your sisters?
can be pretty cute at times but most of the time, they annoy me sampai tahap cute cuma sampai level hantu raya sahaja.

6) Your favorite thing?
pen and paper.

7) Your dream last night?
havent slept, so havent had the chance to dream. but if i were to guess, i think it has something to do with Arsenal kicking MU's ass in last night's game (-_-")

8) Your favorite drink?
Bukan air mani.

9) Your dream car?
Kereta yang boleh terbang. Just the way i pictured cars in 2020 will look like when i was about 3 and a half years old. Tapi macam lambat lagi je nak ada.

10) Your shoes?
Saya tak suka pakai kasut. Biar barefoot. Kasi can kat cacing.

11) Your fears?
Having no one to talk to.

12) What do you want to be in 10 years?
A fairy godmother! Complete with wings, and a star shaped wand and stardusts! (macam best je! nak jadi fairy godmother yg MILF la! FGMILF! haha)

13) Who did you hang out with last weekend?
Kesayangan abadi.

14) What are you not good at?
Talking - dengan volume rendah.

15) One of your wish list items?
Escada Sentiment perfume. (bila bau rasa mcm kaki terangkat 3 inci dari tanah, lepas tu float around for approximately 7 seconds. to repeat the sensation, continue sniffing.)

16) Where you grew up?
Home, alongside the best childhood friends a girl with short hair could ever ask for (diorang suka main tarik rambut!)

17) Last thing you did?
Mengamuk dan cakap sorang sorang.

18) What are you wearing?
Nothing. Clothes are underrated. (bukan ayat pancing untuk perverts di luar)

19) What aren’t you wearing?
a magician's hat.

20) Your pet?
died. after eating a hamster. (wehh, berapa banyak kali mau kasi tau daa)

21) Your computer?
is too old school. tapi karang cakap dah sampai time nak ganti baru karang, merajuk, tak mau on. Ye lah wahai PC yang old school, kau lah yang paling gempak!

22) Your life?
is pretty awesome. ;) (bukan attempt nak buat kamu kamu jealous. heheh)

23) Missing?
the point.

24) What are you thinking about right now?
thinking of hiring a few bodyguards. suruh tolong pukul kan nyamuk, and tiupkan makanan panas sampai jadi sejuk. agak agak 3 orang cukup tak?

25) Your car?
Moe. Full name, moby. Has 'BABE' tattooed on his ass. Nicee. (dia tak gay, serious!)

26) Your kitchen?
is non-existant.

27) Your favorite color?
purple yaww.

28) Last time you laughed?
probably last night.

29) Last time you cried?
probably last night.

30) Love?
makes people tolerate the darndest things!

31) So who wants to share their ONEs?? How about?
i dont get this. but i dont like to share.

You ten unlucky people whom i'm tagging next :
1. Yaya
2. Inana
3. Maya
4. Ern Bern
5. Lincat (haa ambik kau semua housemate kena)
6. Ami
7. Fatul
8. Jepp
9. Johnny Depp
10. Anyone who has nothing better to do.

Tunggu apa lagi? Jawab la. Jawapan terbest akan dapat hadiah misteri! Cepat!