Thursday, August 12, 2010

of friends

for months, i have been in deep denial of people leaving me behind.
the fact that everyone has moved on, leaving me one station behind, was not one that i would like to ponder on for too long.

back in school, to be honest, being a social butterfly was all i dreamed about.
having grown up (in other words, finally chucking that stupid ideology out of my head) i began to realize that im more of a closed-community kind of person.

dont get me wrong.
i would say hi to a lamppost if i passed one by on the street, but when it comes down to it, im most comfortable with specific sets of people.

ive seen people whose friends stab backs and causes problems that to me, are only relevant when related with 7 year olds. to tell you the truth, in my circle(s), such problems are practically nonexistant.

i choose to spend time with people who only gets my quirks and twists, people who knows my flaw but dont use it against me. you can say that i'm choosy when it comes to picking friends, but well, my choice has never backfired on me.

the people who has made my campus life bearable are now going places and getting on with life. our daily conversations will now only be a once-in-a-blue-moon catch-up sessions. and that kinda bums me out.

what are you gonna do about it though heh?

To everyone whom i have confided in, tell stupid anecdotes to, made fun of myself in front, You are life saviours.

And, well, in simple words, I Love You. :)


9 comments:

Elena said...

I'm gonna miss you SO FREAKING MUCH :(

I love you Sha <3

Maria said...

aww tataa..
kamu tak tahu, kamu disayangi ramai walaupun kamu hanya sayang seorang sahaja.
see, elena di atas sayang awak.
elena di sini pun sayang awak.
=D
i'll see you soon ok?

marjeena said...

I love you too three four!
Happy fasting

Merissa K. said...

Elena #1 :
awwwwwwww *lap air mata* *kiss*

Elena #2 :
Manade saya sayang sorang je lah. Saya sayang je semua orang jugak. hehehe. love youuu mayaaaaa! :D

Bukan Elena :
hehehehe. thanks Anne! i love you seven ate nine! *grins*

s h a g o o said...

143. xoxo.

Anonymous said...

i love u too tasha...selamat berpuasa , always thinking about u here..
xxxDura

GGK said...

selamat berpuasa tasha

Merissa K. said...

Shagoo :
1432. xoxox.

Dura :
you know the same goes for me here kan? you punnnn. eat well tauuu.

GGK :
awhhh. happy fasting mister! :) nanti one of these days kita buka puasa sama sama eh?

Inana Douie said...

sorry i lambat. I LOVE YOU SHAAA!

rindu bunyi hentak kaki you jalan along the corridor and chirpy chat sessions that come after. HAHA!

*PELUK!*